so i went to this concert tonight with a bunch of my friends and it was in this neighborhood and i had heard from people that he was gonna be there and he was bringing her… so i was prepared for that and i decided to just go anyway because i needed to show him that i can have fun when im not with him and he needed to know that seeing him with her doesnt make me jealous… it just pisses me off because he thinks that. soo anyway they show up and i go and see his family because im still really close to them… and there they are hugging and being all over each other… i know that i shouldnt care if theyre together but i have to admit… i may not like him anymore but im still in love with him. he was perfect. i dont know what im gonna do right now but im trying to move on. im trying to let him have his space. i just wish that was me instead of her but its not and i cant do anything about it… i just have to go to school and pretend that everythings okay, that i dont care if hes off with some other girl… when really it kills me to even look at them. im so confused with everything… i wonder everynight if he’ll ever come back or if him and i will ever love each other agan or if we wont be friends ever again… so many questions are going through my mind… someone give me advice…i need it!
xo Anna
Girl im so sorry you had to go through that but it show him and her your strong. ireally like you girl and it sucks you have to go through all this if you ever want to talk personlly to me my email is xoxowhitney1990@yahoo.com