sorry i havent written in a few days but i have some really really depressing news. so last thursday would have been one month since we had broken up… and i already was having the worst day of my life and when i had to find out that him and this girl were going out it made my day suck so much more… now i see him with this girl who was supposed to be one of my friends and i know that i should be happy for him and i know that i shouldnt care this much but i do… i care more than ever cause i still love him and i will for awhile, thats just how it is and im really trying to move on but i cant. ive tried everything, i took all the stuff that even somewhat reminded me of him and i packed it all up in box and put it away so i wouldnt be depressed when i was up in my room, i tell myself everyday that i dont need him, that i dont want him, that i am so hurt and its because of a boy who doesnt even have feelings for me anymore… but none of it works im still in love with him and i cant do anything about it… now im affraid that im gonna come to a problem later on in life and when someone who truely does love me tells me im not gonna believe them because i was hurt this bad now. i thought that this would never happen to me but i also never thought that i would fall in love with someone when i was fourteen years old either… i dont even know what to do with my emotions… homecoming is coming up and there are potential dates out there for me but the thing is i dont want to go with any of them cause im still stuck on someone whos moved on and left me for someone else… what should i do?
xo Anna
14? You have a great BIG life ahead of you! Move on and you will fall in love again, I guarantee it. I can’t tell you how many times I have fallen in love…too many to count! LOL!